Only two friggin' days/posts and I'm really really lazy to post already.. I don't really like my blog designs. It's too simple for me, I'm going to make it really complicated and look really really nice once I "gao dim" learning all those how to add cute cute widgets and fun things to my blog. even by looking at my blog now, no longer have any motivation to continue blogging. why can't blogger be easier to edit? Sigh. I have no idea what has gotten into me lately.. I'm just not really into talking that much anymore now.. DAMN WEIRD RIGHT?! I only want to focus on what the teacher's teaching infront and I'll get really angry if anyone gets in the way/annoys me when I'm trying to FOCUS but after awhile I go hyper hyper again. I wasn't even like this one last time. I was always hyper... I think :p  but just this.. few days and noo it's not what you're thinking that's causing mood swings.. haihya idk la. stupid form3 life.. plus lagi so many tests and PMR is only in like.. 7months time.. PMR determines if I can get into a Science class next year which I want to.. my mom also asked me if I want to study in Singapore next year since I don't like science or arts class for form4 next year but leaving all my friends behind is just.. urghhh I don't know what to choose lah! studies or best friends who understands me in all my problems, the ones who accepts me in who I really is, and the one who respects me in all of  my decissions in my life. I really don't want to leave them!! A flood of tears gushed down my ashen pale cheeks staining the rug man when I'm writing this... :'(

This is just too tough for me.. someone help me? :(

ELEVEN hints for Life.

11 hints for life : 
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had.

4. It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don’t go for looks, they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other’s shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you’re the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

24/3/2012

Heeeya! x
TODAY IS( or was) MY SCHOOL'S FUCKING CARNIVAL DAY!
IT WAS SOME AWESOME SHITZ.
SERIOUUUUUUUSLY! you shouldn't had missed it and if you didn't, you would know how awesome it was!
Last two years one sucked. Not much stalls as this year were opened and I didn't met these awezumm people yet! (jingyi, susu tan, megat, chloe and wei yan! I mean I met her that year but wasn't as close as now)
I don't know how to fucking thank them on making me so happy today @ carnival.
SO MUCH FUN I HAD WITH THEM! AAAHHH I hope we can all be in the same class next year lorh.
Since wei yan is so much more smarter and chloe is 2classes behind but her grades are splendid! stupid teachers just won't let her come to my class. :( Talking 'bout next year.. I finally had the guts to talk to my mom about choosing science or art stream.. and guess what?! She said she will let me make my choice!! which is now still half hanging 50% for arts and 50% for science. I don't want to study accounts or science but that's the only subjects my school has for form fours. Sigh..


Ok, I really want to become an air stewardess. Is anyone out there actually one? if you are, can you tell me some tips and the positive and negative things about it? the main main reasons I want to become one is that well, I want to see more of the world & also want to make people's travels more pleasant. And that's rewarding for me. You know right people get scared or stressed about traveling, and how the little things an air stewardess do, even just a smile or a friendly chat, can help make people feel so much more comfortable. But my friends did told me this.. the hours can be long and irregular. The work can be tiring, the passengers demanding or even abusive. The atmosphere in the aircraft at altitude is extremely drying. Snowstorms, labor disputes, or mechanical breakdowns can disrupt schedules. Perhaps your plans to attend your friends' wedding will be spoiled by a storm that traps you. And there is the constant fear of a crash, although statistics say you have a better chance of being hit by lightening than experiencing a plane crash... BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM and I'm dead. SOO RISKY!


K I know you're most probably bored of reading those stuffs hahaha! So I wanted to talk about my friend too on this blog post but I don't think I am suppose to mention her name out 'cause she'll probably get mad and not talk to me if I did it. So I'll just use her name as Neveah(Heaven spelled backwards). So I've just read Neveah's blog just now.. and I saw her posts. She had posted something about this guy she used to like and I still liking but refuses to admit. I can see that she is really deepy hurt by that guy.. and that guy is so coincidentally one of my best friends.. He had already moved on, well they never really started but they did once liked each other but now it's not the same anymore.. Cheer up Neveah!! Don't frown. :( It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not 100% agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting it's sanity, covers them with scar tissues and the pain lessens, but it is never gone.. ; usually when someone puts their focus on someone new, then the pain from the old person disappears...because they no longer matter. SO LISTEN HERE NEVEAH! NO ONE on the planet is worth hurting over idefinitely...there is always someone else out there equally as good for you as a partner, or BETTER!! YOU HEAR ME?! I'm so dead for writhing this out.. neveah's going to kill me after she finds out I have a blog and I didn't told her.. sumore I posted about her! Haih, FML!

Once again in the world of blogging!

As it is really clearly mentioned in the post title, I'm finally not that lazy to blog again!! The last time I actually blogged I guess it was like.. umm.. 3years ago? which was 2009. I was in 8th grade by then.. My English used to suck(excuse my language) but at least my friends can understand what I say as we were all not really good in English in primary schoool. hahah. OF COURSEEEE, my speaking skills is now better lah k! English is a very difficult language to learn lorr. It's a bastard language with random grammatical rules and words smashed together from around the world. BUT! English is a wonderful language and can be very intimidating to master. I have heard that once you master it you become a better person~~~~ I guess you might be wondering if i've mastered it now.. sorry to dissapoint youu.. I've never mastered it yet but I will keep on tryin till I master it! 




So lately I've been really into this song called The World As I See It by Jason Mraz. I AM REALLY IN LOVE WITH THAT SONG! ♥ Jason Mraz is great musician! This song especially makes me feel good, even though the words are confusing a little :D but its ok, its good song! Here's the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OjP7VTHUais I CANT BELIEVE THIS SONG VIDEO HASN'T EVEN REACHED A MILLION VIEWS <:( ; there's this comment saying : Here's my masterplan to save the world. First, I'll win the jackpot. I'll give all the money to science, so they can do research to cloning. When they know how to clone, they'll make about 1000 copies of Jason. All those Jasons will become presidents and kings, and will cause a world of peace and happiness.
Who's with me?
and he got 243 thumbs up! Can't wait for him to win the "jackpot" so there will be more Jasons. That's pure awesomeness!!!! Aiya just go listen lah, it's a really beautiful song. if you read too fast the link is already posted up few sentences earlier :p and one more tip!! This song gets even better when you listen to it as loud as possible. hehehe. btw, don't think that those shapes in the video and ask Y NO RHOMBUS?! haha, those shapes actually means this : ▌●▼■  I wonder if you can see the LOVE word but I guess that is what it means.

ll right. I'm signing out. I hope you all enjoy your Happy Thursday. Keep smiling! x